Hem so i guess I’m silence to much about couple of weeks, yep I’m still finding what really suits me well both in life and art stuff, but I swear I’m terribly lazy ass to draw now, i don't know why, I want to change direction in life, I want to travel but for a while i travel in my painting then, I’m really eager to learn concept art this and mechanical stuff now, but job comes along and I have to accept to continue this life and my cats life too. Do I regret to choose this way of life? I guess for now, I’m thankful for what I got, If I have bigger chance in life to do better things, I’m adaptable and fine with that as long as I don’t abandon my passion, let’s keep on rockin’.

In this Ramadan, I founds so many new thing, first of all before Ramadan, I celebrate my birthday, thanks God that I’ve come so far and still looks young hahaha *narcissi mode*, but really everyday I say Alhamdulillah, every problem, joy and other thing, I still can laugh and living happily despite all the things, let’s always move on to the good thing.  What else interesting?, oh voila, I’m no make up person but my other business makes me to understand this beauty stuff, at first I got stress but let’s becoming Pro, no time to whine, so I learn and  hopefully step by step I can manage it.

After the entire thing, I firmly believe real beauty is not visible in the eyes but you must see it inside. Make up is just covering your appearance, that doesn’t polish your soul, you can wear good clothes but that doesn’t mean you are better than a beggar with the torn clothes, that’s what I have in my mind. After all the things in this world are temporary, why we must so much crave for it? And sell our soul for the mark of the name “beauty” labeled by certain person, when eveyone can have their own beauty.

Let’s move on, in this Ramadan I contemplate a lot and  that i have so many blessing in life, I thankful afor all the blessing that i have. I talk the word “rizq”/blessing is not only refers to money, not at all, I talk about other thing, would you consider “friend” is a blessing too? I think so, good friend leads you to the thing that you may not know and  may bring goodness in your life, so whoever become my new friends recently, really nice to meet you, hope we can be good friend or even best friend, looking forward to it ^^, hope i can be a blessing to you as you may be a blessing in my life, and dear Allah hear this plea, to You only ;i depend my life and my friend's life, protect them always, Amin

 sincerely Strahan Aulia

Voila some stuff for fun with my digital camera and slightly photoshop for color adjustment and blur for some stuff,also added some failed one hah, they were spending the night with me, so we are completely exhausted and as alwyas spontaneous stuff, so don't expect something cool :D

My Friends

Lan

Melody, she is photographed a looooot

 Apoei

Omupied

There's Archie too nut, i promised not to post it online :)

last but not least the photographer herself

This is what i call, bad photoshop job, laugh while you can, really :)

For the sake of Pizza Hut, i post and make my self potrait online..ah food..you got me..

happy Ramadhan everyone :D

I don't know if the people who follow me through this blog or other places read this, but this is how i feel; it will be a great thing when people read this

For further reading, i respect other people point of view and i do learn my religion much that i can see the beauty of marriage but i also can see the disaster of marriage if we don't follow the guide.

Many people think less ( in my environnement) people especially women/girl who have no partner in life, everyday, they ask people who choose single life

"when are you going to get married?" 

Seriously people, if you ask it everyday or without knowing with other intention in your mind, i would call it as a rude question, that's her life choice and she/he might probably happy with the way it is. So what if she is  married or  not? are you trying to know her/him better, you can find other question than that.

If you ask them without trying to persuading your point of view, it is fine but if you keep asking; you're only making them feeling annoyed by your thought.

Let's be open minded, there's some people who dedicate their life to other thing than what so called relationship. yes being married makes you feel complete if your partner guide you through the good life in this world and in Hereafter, you might even more blessing if you choose this one, but i don't think people who doesn't choose this kind of life is miserable if they have happy life or even life for bigger purpose and doesn't violate any rule

Why people can understand this? they not follow the relationship thing not because they are ugly or nobody wants them, they are trying to understand what best in life from them and it might be single is a choice

Who said that the single person doesn't want to accept family responsability?

I do know that kind person who said it, but kindly take a look, the single person who try hard to built orphanage with all their might and serve them by the faith that the orphan is like their own child and treated with kindness and justice for humanity and God, are you still saying that this kind person who leads a single life is less  valued than married people? i don't think so and may God bless them!

Nowadays, many magazines, songs, movies talking about love one , categorized the word of love in very smaller interpretation; means that love between man and woman is the greatest..and i said to my self since i was child....RUBBISH. Love definition is greater than that. I do respect love definition in bigger terms.

If love between men and women is the greatest why we still can see so many divorce? but when you love your God, you will hold something stronger?do not categorized love in that smaller box and talling people with single life is a sin, your marriage can also become a sin if you don't even follow the rule and keep hurting your partner.

I might be a little extremist to say this, but i'm talking what i have in mind and try to talk it in a good way, i don't support anyone to be single, i only ask, kindly think ing a lot about your future and search the best one before you found your partner, if you don't find one, don't be sad if anyone keep talking to force you in relationship, they are not living your life at all. being single, married or in relationship is truly your choice, get married if you think that your partner will makes yu better person, but if it's not leave it, don't follow it just because you stick in the name of Love or even other force you to do that, it will only drags you to miserable life or in even hell.

If you like Harry Potter RPG, i add one of my comission work at Aulia image category in PORTOPOLIO section, page number 2

Thanks for one of the  nicest Client i ever have Himawari-san ^^

an i just got my twitter, i don't intend to follow anyone or anyone would follow me that account conversation via internet between me and my God, Allah

here's the preview

and remember my friends when you are alone , keep praying, depends on human is really makes you alone sometime and God will never leave you

have a nice day everyone

This is characters of Phantera Spelaea gang. The fantasy story, copyright of Miss Thi rang.
She make every characters with their life background, so detail, deep and have very nice story >w<
We can see the complete at her web, here the link --> http://spelaea.livejournal.com/
I'm so enjoy when draw them all >v< so interesting story *Good!!!

#Neofellis Nebulosa

# Alpha Spelaea

So i just watch Harry Potter new movie with my best friend and remark our friendship, Dear God, it is already 10 years? i lost my track but i'm happy until today we are still in good terms, were not even have quarell, yes probably it sounds boring but i do not think being peace is not boring especially when our daily life is already a struggle, we are total opposite though in surface we look alike, bet definitely No. Just look from the background family,she have a very well loved family, i sadly say my parents alraedy passed away, is it make a big difference? the answer is YES, if you're dealing with close relationshop meand friendship stuff ( no romance here, i totally don't want to talk about it)

Me and Lan probably have the same thing so we can know that feeling is hurt, understand what the Prophet say to love the orphans, i digg a lot of that since i know how it feels and probably that kind feeling will be understand by the people who lost their parents since childhood, i'm not talking melancholy since i'm 97 % phlegmatic :), what i want to say, when the people who have same life as i am probably more reserved and distance a lot-not in antisocial way,i talk in majority and believe us we try hard to do better :)

so what's the relation with the title and all ? haha what i mean my bestfriend F-san is understand that aside all the trouble i have or even weird thought that i have, she doesnt pretend put her in the same situation to understand my feeling, she just listen and say "i understand" in the meaning she try to understand, she only give her point of view when she got asked and not judge me or critizie me in the way that i cannot accept, Dear God , i learn a lot from her/my bestfriend!, just like my other bestfriend who keep their integrity and promise until today, the more i think of it the more i thanksfull for God

Now let's get back to the movie, i think it is great even less action and some part of the book being cut, what i admire is the athmosphere of the film, so dark and grity, and the death of Dumbledore is portrayed well, but i guess i still choose transformer 2 hahaha, not that i don't like drama but i guess for now, i like action and horror movie the thing that makes my heart beat faster :)

I miss their friendship (in HP) not lovey dovey one hahahaha but that's fine, in summary what i want to talk in this blog is ( since i can talk what i thinka nd feel here)....thanks for the friendship to the people who kindly ..until now consider me as their best friends, all my best friends is have same point of view even though we have different background and that the thing that God blessed me everyday and i hope i can be a great best friend to my close best friends, let's keep our integrity

Thanks

Strahan Aulia

Voila there's some sneak peek art, that i might not post online, it's for lemon rain to do harry potter rpg art related game

very rough and cropped: Sirius Black

greetings

Strahan Aulia

My deepest condolences to the people who are the victims in Jakarta bomb and for their lost and i really hate terrorist and to the terorist who claim doing God's work but killed them selves in jakarta bomb context, they don't even understand the essence of understanding the religion teaching,Only God who can decide the people as Syuhada or not

Even when in The Badr war there's a young men who do suicide and The prophet PBUH said "He will not enter the heaven" because he done suicide and not patience to feel the pain, it is the the war defend the faith what i'm talking about not for the useless power or worldlinnes thing

Didn't Allah SWT (i'm Muslim) said "Do Not Kill yourselves and God Loves you?" (An-nissa:29) and of course there's saying we have to go to war if other people start it first, read The Quran carefully and not only read and translate it in your likeness. Never i read in old Islamic history that we start something first (war context), that's in defense capacity , read The prohet Muhammad PBUH history and their sahabah, all in peace, they start to go to war to the people who makes war first, Islam teach us to be peaceful and strong in our enemy, i never ever read the Prophet Muhammad PBUH ask us to kill ourselves for gain the power or something shallow like that. I read and doing the Jihad context not only war, didn't we study hard for God, didn't we work for God, all our life, all our properties, our children for God, and how about the disable people who can't go to war but give their work as much as he can, only for God ;not state as Jihad? let Allah decide even mother who give a birth can be view as Jihad, read more please fellow Brother and Sister

Did my brother and sister in faith understand what i mean? kindly understand the context

i talk about this not in capacity i'm coward to go to war, No, life itself battle of war, our self within the devil inside? for real war, i don't mind if it's based on for what i believe based on God teaching, like when they opressed us not to do our faith, but this case in Jakarta is different they talk about power, divisive the Ummah and nation

Because who talk to me, he don't even go to Palestine, why trying to accuse me as  Kafir? when someone accuse me wrong because i have my opinion in suicide bombing in Jakarta means i'm disagrees with the whole act , he state me  just like Israel and kafir, i want to laugh and sad, Let Allah decide!and help me to be more patience !

Is it wrong that i despise terorist? i don't think so, is it give more advantage to the ummah/ Muslim community?, what i feel and see we are more in the corner, too many Fitnah/defamation,Give the best attitude and best example not a Terror if you say you want to have islam Rahmatan Lil Alamin means: peace and full of blessed to the entire world (correct me if i'm wrong with the translation) peace, blessed is the opposite with the word Teror

What i see in jakarta bomb and teror is totally different with Palestine, in the end the people claim for power, only Allah knows their intention! and when i said, i pray they go to hell because of the impact they are given, is it wrong to think that this is injustice? are you a God that let decide people who must die when in the end, the people who die only citizen and the real people that you may though guilty is still alive and living wealthy, Please, do with other method, look at the context we are not in the Palestine please, for other problem use other method

What if the people who die in the bombing suicide, repent their sins and give best works to the world, to the God? who are we to judge killing people when we are not even in the war

I really really hate people who think they are the best opinion even the Prophet Muhammad PBUH ask for sahabah opinion and i will state with the bold "MUSYAWARAH" means discussion, i'm quite mad beacuse never in my life i state as kafir in the thing that i believe according from what my religion taught me, in the end people eventually die, what want to state here; please dont kill other and and do suicide bombing if you're not in war context , you only see just a part of problem, did you see the impact? oh yes then many more fitnah/defamation coming; Islam is Rage, Full of hatefull people when in reality it is the muslim who stain this religion ; Islam means Peace, please don't stain this beautiful religion with these kind of things anymore, if you want to do Jihad, give your best works, go to necessary war, help other family, bro, sis with all your might, be kind and be the best guman you can do all For The One, beloved God not just say; Suicide bombing is effective and just watch TV telling someone wrong , what if it's happen to your family , state your opinion without listening other opinion not to mention telling other people in same faith as kafir >_>pppthh

This is my opinion , people may not understand or don't like my opinion, i don't ask for that, i've done this only for God and let the people know some of real Islamic teaching

Thanksto anyone who read

Strahan Aulia

some photos ^^ that i add on my facebook account and i re-alive my blogspot account at http://sleeplesssky.blogspot.com

some photos that not posted in this blog is added there :D

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More Linearts ^^... This is for commission art :)

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i'll be busy until 15 july and  i also add new work called SYNCHRONITY done in photoshop cs3 and painter IX added i in aulia portopolio image categories, that picture for worldwide fanbook vamps band ,Thanks for viewing

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