i'll be busy until 15 july and  i also add new work called SYNCHRONITY done in photoshop cs3 and painter IX added i in aulia portopolio image categories, that picture for worldwide fanbook vamps band ,Thanks for viewing

more photography works on my facebook account

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=685063742

 I looooove pet...!!!Especially Dog and cat, They're cutest pet :XD
Pet can make us refresh and deaden our stress...^^

# Mom and her childs

# Shizuka and Naruto

So cuuuuuuuuuteeeee!!! >w<
They're Aulia's pet...I couldn't stop kiss their heads when i meet them...^^ it's so softly...i love...

# Shizuka - Onee chan

# Naruto - Imoto chan

# When they're still babies...
Never boring to see >v<

# Naruto chan and Me
Ssst...Naru chan, don't tell anyone our secret, 'kay! :XD

I always talk to my pets though they don't understand, but i think they will be happy and healthy... :>
-Lan-

Do you have dream at night when you were sleeping?Most people would probably fall into dream, an the half probably not having dream at all, depends on the situation , i think.  so am i, sometime i dream, sometime i don't dream at all. Some people said that dream represent our feeling or future sign but what i believe, good dream comes from God and the bad one, it is probably a sign if we keep dream the same thing or else our biggest fear and thought.

just like yesterday i have a very unpleasant dream, the thing that i don't like so much. Probably it is a sign that something hidden in my heart? or some worriness,? probablym i'm the type of people who afraid that if i choose some way of life, i might not happy living through that. Hapiness is essenstial ley to my life.

Why i talk about this? people what i've seen, more people don't learn from their dream, rather facing the truth, they just view it as daily thing, when the truth, your inner side trying to speak with you and related to my dream, i learn people misjudged when we try to speak our biggest fear which represent in dreams. So learn a lot about your dremas in might be lead you to the new world

i feel happy i can speak anytjing in my mind here :)

i try to write news anout photgraphy section on image categories but it doesn't show up @_@

so to the [people who read this..yes our photography section is open now on image categories 

bear in your mind that this is pure fun, i just bought simple digital camera around 2-3 months ago, so the works are not professional stuff, some of them even taken by cell phone, but in the end the light all natural, i'll try to learn more, yes photography is fun and someday, i will buy proper camera and lenses ^^

this one deited on the background since i wear no hijab at this photo therefore i try to cover it as much as i can do haha

 strahan aulia

So here i am, doing my freelance job. To support mt my life and study, i have to make money with the thing that i love and i aspire , which means PAINTING,i don't rely financialy to my sisters ( my parents all alaready passed away) but then the thing doesnt always come out very well.I know that's life. C'est la vie.

Why that i'm start to open about this?

because i'm teribly tired and sad when people don't appreciate other hardworks in this case NOT PAY for what i already did, this is the same worst as art thief except this one is really needed to support my daily life.

I keep silence because, i really hate to open other sin but then it went to much, that i take drastic move, i am not any mood to post my works or even to pursue my way to life making money with art. let's back to my root in scientific subject, teaching or even languange, i'm done. I want to paint my own project now and the place where i can find place to express my heart and works.

I try my best to trust people working profesionally, when i'm done with homeworks stuff and doing other business, i do my best with the works , not to making down any client expectation, i send before the deadline, some of them appreciate it (means PAY), this is the clients that i trust, and i do not talking about them, i respect them ! let say if the project hard and i making misatkes and they sometime challenge me to be better, i can take it, even with the hard critism and get back from  the start I take it, i never complaint or whining like spoiled girl NEVER even the subject i don't really like AT ALL

But what i'm talking about here some clients stupidly asking to paint something and didn't pay anything after i've done with no mistakes and just say.."Hey i don't have money, so i don't want to pay you"  really.. in the name of God, i really pray bad luck for them unintentionaly but i can't lie what i have inside, i'll be lying if i don't discouraged . this is not the first.  If you think i'm fool, well then there's contract, i keep my words , follow the contract,then why people easily crash them?haven't they have fear of God? i guess they don't

Did they not know painting /concept designing is not easy thing? you think making concept, landscape or even character is a piece of cake for five minutes with that render and background? for God sake, it needs skill, good study and hours to spent on, to anyone in this fiels, they would understand what i'm talking about

Bottom line, even though i'm sad and not wanting anymore working profesionally in art field , i keep doing paint what i love, i might be refresh from the start, where the people doesn't know me is much better , i know God giving me this hardship to make me a better person but that's doen't mean these kind of people to be tolerated and stop viewing freelance worker like useless when the reality, they are more faster and follow the contract like other

to the people who tricked me in the past and yesterday, i'm disapoint of you, your actions will be accountable on your own

mad and sad mode Strahan Aulia, Thanks to Lan, Fitri always listen my talks

peace

I Made it when i got rest from my job.....^^ i'm so happy to drow this :)

# ~Kiriya~ my Oc

 # ~Roxanne~ my oc :)

 # ~Kiriya~ my Oc :)

#~Zen and Qiu~ my Oc :)

#Jinse
This is my friend's Oc (her website --> Kazehime.com)
I drow this for her birthday :> and i like drow this character...so fun...

For character, i got a little influence from one of my fav illustrator, Yoshida sensei...daisuki :)

#Thor

Thor the character from ~Jyu Oh Sei~ anime....

 #Dante in DMC3 >v< I love him soooo much!!!! XD

#Leon
After i watched "Resident evil - Degeneration" i become want to draw him ^^

I always thought being with friend is fun and i absolutely like it, but i think that's what depends on friend you have, is it make you better or worse, or just having fun. I guess what i seek the friends that i can transfer my mind and not judge where i come from, myfaith, what i wear-only judge what my personality and what i have in my mind. I got that fom my friends that close to me now. For that matter , i respect you all and love you even though i  might not display it so much but believe me from the bottom of my heart, i always pray for you all.

I dislike people who always talk about herself without asking how other friend's doing, it lack of empathy, i usually listen to this kind of people but i can guarantee, i would never be best friend to them ^^. What i mean not asking everyone feel BUT be alarm what people situation are in and when they started to talk (when they usually don't do that) kindly listen to them and not cut their conversation. It is bad thing, if you always want to be the center of attention. i might talk about this later ^^

Hem i just talk what i want to talk, i don't mean to belittle anyone, i remind my self before i remind others therefore remind me if i do wrong and might hurt your feeling

So here we are in Mapple Snuugle, located in Bandung my lovely city. Jejell make a treat of us, the people who are attending is Me, Lan, jejel hersef (of course), Archie & Omupied, Mel, Apoey and Kei. here's our memory..i don't know much about photograpy, but here some shot with samsung camera digital s 86

My friends spontaneous portraits -all the light was natural light

Lan-chan

Mel-chan

Jejel & mel

Apuy

Ensemble minna -san

beware of failed photo and my "cengos"  (ask sundanese for the translate of this word)face wkakaka, to pay my promise, me in daily day,i DON"T like wearing make up and  i'm proud wear hijab ^^ ( so sorry for the cat's furry on the hijab ^^ and for riri who sometine lend me her contact lens 

failed close up , thanks God i'm not pretty but grant me healthy soul, mind&strong eeman Amin

that's all for today ^^, see you again soon with more photos and works

I hope my two cats(not officially mine) will grow healthy and be mybest friends :) i love you all

here another photos of them and my failed photo (thanks for the contact leans ^^)

Shi_zuka

Naruto chan, waa "she" was a booy, chnage her name to Naruko=naruto LOL

you're cuute Naru-chan

 Rough sketch very long time ago, there's other 5 sketch though, i probably save it later, i'll try to do landscape now

abandoned cats and  i took them home ^^ , Naruko and Zuka

Because i knew this blog is not quite visited, i can freely post my friends photo and my self huahahahaha.  Some time ago me and my friend celebrate other gegana farewell in Gokana after that..just like always we create memories by some photos in Archie's house, i don't post some of my friends photo becuase it is only for us, i respect that and here some of them

Mel near the window

all of them were natural light..no edit2x stuff with color dodge and stuff

hands and leg, i swear i'm not a ghost (the whitest one)

in this pict there is my leg, after me to the right, Lan, Apuy,Mel & Archie

The hands now the position same like before (our legs) yup my hand is look like meat ball hahaha

 New works and style will come later , i probably change again my account, all my friend/famliy even my teacher know it. i feel a nit uneasy...

art online that i would keep is on cghub, artwanted, deviantart; i dunno , imust refresh here ^^

take care cheers