Good morning:) Lan's here^^

Today i want to tell about my favorite Shounen Jump Fanarts^^
There're several my old pictures,approximately since 2004year when i began to did like drawn fanart, whereas i never do that before:XD:
I'll mention it in chronological from the circle i love the most. Okay, here we goooo....

1 - NARUTO
By: Masashi Kishimoto

I love the story, the characters, and the artwork is keep going to be good too
I couldn't stop to reading it, it's REEEEALLY a good series, the best manga ever!!!
I'm understand why a lots of people love Naruto and friends^^
There're so much good point to make reader love this manga:XD

*Sasuke - 2004
This is my first Naruto fanart ^^  Foolish Sasuke, but he's cool, i like to draw him:XD:



*Naruto and young friends - 2005
Love them all, especially Naruppe, Sasuppyong, and Gaarara:XD:
I like Itachi and Kakashi sensei too, but they were already old, i couldn't draw them in here:D:D:D

*Summer holiday - 2006
My first Naruto cs to be colored by CG with mouse^^; it's not good hahaha...but there're a good memory^^

*All of CG - 2007/2008
yeaay, Naruto and Sasuke is my favorite characters in this series
I'm so happy if i draw them more and more:XD: i can't stop love them, aarrgggh.....:XD
Banzai Kishimoto Sensei^^!!Huraaaay!!
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2 - KATEKYOUSHI HITMAN REBORN
By: Akira amano

Aaarrgh....it's  so radiant!dazzled!ooh my eyes...!
That's my first impression when i saw this series:XD:  A lots of BISHIE in there, it's a heaven for girls, hahaha...
The story is really interesting, the characters is soooo nice, and the artwork so lovely!
This serial can compete with Naruto in girl fandom side:D There're so much ~hint~ droool...

*27+69
They're my fav pairing in this series^^ Boss and his mist guardian who always teasing ~uke~ hahaha
Actually, i love D18 too, someday i'll draw them:XD:

*MukuMuku - 2008
He's my fav character in here^^ especially in his "future", groaaar so coooool:XD:
I love when he looks flirting to his ~uke~ kufufufufu....

*Dino - 2008
D is my fav chara too, yeah at the second place after 69:XD
But lately i love him more and more^^ He's so kindly Boss....*chuuuu

All of characters are nice too, 18-80-59-100-L-ect all of they're so interesting^^
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4 - TENNIS NO OHJISAMA
By: Takeshi Konomi

Tenipuri series is really really gave a good memories for me that made me begin to draw fanart until now^^
When i was mad about it, i just watched the anime more and more that i wasn't slept on 3-4 days in holidays, hahaha...
But thank's to Konomi sensei, 'cause him i've become accustomed to draw lots of characters^^

*RyomaChan - 2006
CG with mouse, it's not neat^^; Ryoma cute when he's sulking:D I like draw his expression^^

 *The prodigy MaruiKun - 2005
By Poster color, even so hard but it's fun to used it^^;  Love Ma-kun when he said "Dou--?Tensai teki?!" :XD and i like his calm atittude:)

*Koji Date as Choutaro - 2007
When i watching Tenimyuu Hyotei part, i'm falling in love with Date-san, the actor who played the role of Chotaro Hyotei^^
He's cute when he smiling:D
This picture is my first realism style,i learn to sista Aullia chan^^
The model is ~Koji Date~ but the real is MORE MORE looking good:D this is a peculiar a little bit^^; aakh i can't draw realism style well^^;.....

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4 - D.GRAYMAN
By: Katsura Hoshino

How beautiful the artwork in this manga>v< really nice and of course the story too!
I think this is have a different atmosfer out of another Shounen jump series^^ COOL!!!

*Rabi - 2007
My fav chara here^^ He's like 69 a little bit, yeah maybe their flirting atittude to their ~uke~ hahaha....

Yup, okay! enough for now^^
I'm so enjoy to draw them at all:) I love another shounen jump series too like Eyeshiled21,Gintama,Onpiece,Bleach,ect
maybe someday i can tell story about them too^^

I LOVE SHOUNEN JUMP!!!viva Forevaaaa

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Add Fanart
This is not Shounen Jump series, but i really like this the one too^^
FINAL FANTASY VII - AC

I looooove FF-ac, it's really really cool movie^^ of course i love the game too:XD:
Long live and Banzai Square enix & staffs, you were did VERY  WELL!!
Arigatou, Hontouni tanoshikute mite itadakimashita!

*Cloud-Kadaj my fav chara in FFac :XD - 2006

I love jack, but he's just a little bit appeared in there ne (naitetayoT_T)
But cloud,kadaj,sepiroth, etc are enough made me enjoy that movie^^

Okay, jaa....see u again^^

~Lan~

 

This is my green house^^ exactly my mother's kingdom:D

There's so much kind of plants in front of yard
My mother always take care of them everyday, and from the day to day they're continuing in additonal amount condition
Definitely every sunday my mother buy 3-4 species^^ she really love plants and know how to grow them well like this:D
I love plants too, it's good for eyes and human health^^

There is kind of plants like:
Lotus, Begonia, Adenium, Eforbia, Antorium, counterfeit sakura, Papua Citronella,Black Taro, ect
~Lan~

 This is my another old pictures^^

*My original characters

*Angels Tale  - The story about 3 angels who guarding the gate between the real world and fantasy world 

*Trying to used a pencil - Gift for my friend^^

So really fun and happy draw of them all:XD:

~Lan~ 

This is Chili-chan, my LOVELY dog

The picture taken on  Sept 2008 before she died >_<

She was born on april 17, 2002. She really cute, active and cheerful dog
But She was died suddenly on 0ctober 04, 2008:(
she just 6th years and really healthy, doctor said she had a heart attack
I don't know even dog can get heart attack like human>__<
She died in front of me while i've been walking with her,
I'm very shocked when she was felled down quickly and 5 minutes latter she died:(
I always take care of her since she was born after died, and suddenly she taken from me
It's really terrible something in my life:( That day i reaaaaally sad like losing my lover^^
Even now, i'm still remember about her, sometime i feel she still alive^^
If i'm going to home, she always come close to me and answering with her spoilt voice
aaaah...i miss her, i miss every moment with her^^ but in fact she is not here anymore:(
I'm sad, very sad, but she given me a GOOD GOOD memories as long as she alive,so she always alive in my heart
and i think the other dog can not replace her, 'cause Chili is SPECIAL^^
I LOVE U, Chili-Chan...i never forget you...

~Lan~

This is my old pictures^^ in 2005-2006 year

*TENIPURI

^^ I love tenipuri, for the first time i drawn a lots of characters like this (Konomi sensei e arigatou gozaimashita^^)
it's really fun drawing the characters^^

*HYDE?? masaka...

This pict is baaad+_+; warui desu!! It doesn't like Hyde sensei ne:D
But I love Laruku & Hyde sensei^^ And "NIJI" is my first Laruku's song that i heard
I made this pict looong time agoooo^^ on that time i luuuuv hyde sensei and Laruku's songs(until now^^)

*Original

My oooold picture before i have computer,
but sometime i miss to do color by traditional tools like this^^
tokidoki Natsukashiku natte shimaimashita naa...

 *RUKAWA in slam dunk

Slam dunk is one of my favorite manga^^
Actually, i like Kainan no Maki and Fujima, but drawn Rukawa was fun more than anyone:XD:
I can't stop reading, even i was readed it before,
it's really GREAT manga, Inoue sensei did very very very well!!SUGOI desu!!
sore wa wasurarenai manga desuyo ne!!

~Lan~

 

 

 

So sorry for long not updating anything, it is just i'm busy and i don't really know what to say hahaha
Hem let's see i do some comision works now, i recently move my works on cghub.com and some japanese art sites, usually i'm on Deviantart but it really open too long to open the community ^^, glad that my account on Lj and Da used by my friends, so if anything comes up they told me

sketch above is very rough and i'm too hurry on that, not my style, but it's the style that comissioner wanted for now

I'm super excited on some project now, usually i do some portrait comissions, potrait was really hard to do but sometime i really miss working with free concept, slowly but sure, when i got some concept art project, i will scream happily, no matter how hard it is , i will do it until the last drop haha, i know there's so many thing i have to keep on learn but i will gradually learn step by step.

Study life, recently i learn about fruits and vegetables and about knowledge transfer, it is very open mind, how God create something that we though useless , when we look further, we will find something amazing about that. so step by step i will share what i know, what i read and my teacher at school taught me, really, the more i learn, the more i know nothing

You Are Teal Green

You are a one of a kind, original person. There's no one even close to being like you. Expressive and creative, you have a knack for making the impossible possible. While you are a bit offbeat, you don't scare people away with your quirks. Your warm personality nicely counteracts and strange habits you may have.

 

 

 How many people who thinks that their less or better than anyone?

I think in some point, unconsciously we said

“Man...She/he’s better than me”-meaning I’m less than him

Or even said

“haha that man is suck, he can even draw a circle!” –meaning ‘I’m better than him

When I said this is not only applied in art worlds, is in every aspect of life. We tend to compare ourselves with others, concentrate on what we don’t have.

I do often compare my self with other in the past, just like teenager who tries to find herself in the world, surrounded by genius and beautiful people; it is very easy to say to my self I’m less good than anyone that I’m hard to find my own self which is result having a very low confidence and other child memories that might bring me and other people who have same situation with mine, furthermore, in the common society, to be Good in general –stick to the mainstream is very well accepted, comparing other people who is better than whom is just like daily routines and said “whoa I’ll ne better if I look like her/him”.

When I think about it, it is pretty much useless, I really laugh about it. I was forget that Dear Lord create human different from each other. So why that I bother with the thing that I don’t have?

Can we accept that everyone is having different qualities, strength and weakness, their own uniqueness?

The thought that I’m less than anyone because I don’t have this, I don’t have that, is the worst way to kill our unique self, you close your chance to be different…and to have opinion that “I’m better than her/him” is also the way to stop your self to bloom, close your own room for your improvement .

Research said people who always think that he/she is better than any people have less tolerance, less empathy, no respect with other  that bring you hardship, less happiness in your life, would I or even you try to living like that? That’s quite sad.

For art stuff, have you seen same concept artworks or even portrait, even one person do concept about “dream” it will be different from other people concept about “dream”, other thing , look closely portrait works, two people paint the same person, it will give different result and mood. That’s’ unique quality, don’t think about who is better but think about how we improve.

From now on, just be my/yourself and accept everyone is different and see how beautiful things turn out, probably is hard to do, but with the faith, we’ll move on.

Aulia

 

 

Have you ever heard someone saying that you should be the way they are thinking?

Like one day, you took psychology class and other people who don't know you start making assumptions that you are very serious and they can talk their entire problem to you? Since they might think, you're psychology student; you might know the solution. I think in some way you're already labeled person without you realized yourself or even they doesn't mean it that way.

That's common thing in society, but if the real person inside you that might far from people expectations, want to be "present"...I will say " just let it out, don't be frighten" and saying...

"it's okay to be my self".

If people start to disappoint that you're not the person that they labeled to, you don't have to start hating yourself, start to find what the best inside instead.

Like medical student who probably lack of knowledge about how to cure, voila you can laugh about it, start to learn and you probably good in making people happy and secure, then why don't you use it as your treasure to" cure" in other way? And finding solution to study more about the technical stuff, step by step, I do believe you will find the best of you and other people might see the other beautiful side of you, to become the real and the best of "You". Probably it is far from their "label" but it still useful and represent who you really are.

To be "labeled person" is hard, I guess, I know how it feels, therefore I can write this. When people making high expectation in your self, once you fail, they might not tolerate on what have you done. Don't worry, don't let it go into you head. You'll be okay na ^^

I'm also still let go what people labeled me, like I got use to be labeled as "lazy girl" in high school, gradually I start to think that.."Well I might be lazy", I let it to my head but when I think deeply, if I'm that lazy, will I finish my study, assignments or freelance work on the right time or even far from deadline?

or else that I paint/write some of works/essays seriously, that some people expect me to be quiet and serious person, ahaha they might be disappoint so much that I'm far from like that, my best friends knows me well, in Sundanese they called me "porenges"  J means I always stick that stupid smiley face and laugh hard with my friends

What brought me to write this? It is my thought and some events hits me that I should write this, my friend start to hating herself because she is really down, she doesn't even know herself anymore that she always do what people like her to do, when she's far from her "label", her friends avoid her, her parents start to see her as nuisance, when she doesn't even do any sin.

If you really do love her and called her as a friend or parents, Will you do anything hurt like that?

Will you reach out your hand and said "I accept you the way you are?" If you're not, maybe we should start looking at our self and try to look the people not on their "label" but what inside them.

Aulia

To my Friend , you're not alone there still people who loves you as the way you are.

 

 

 

 

 

Did you know? everyday there was a huge cat always coming at my house
every day, the cat isn't mine, my neighbour own it ^^ but since the
owner is already old-no relative and sometime, she can't even get up
to feed him, therefore, i always give that cute cat some food, when i
open the door, i feel "whoaa, he's coming ".

I used to have pets in the past but i stopped it after my dog
"Brown-kun" got hit by the car, i was 5 years old at that time, so the
memories is always vivid on my mind and i don't want to be sad like
the old days again, my yellowish cat "grafield" is also killed and thrown to sea by my mean relative, yes it is definietly true-no joke about that, i was crying hard at that time ^_^,my Horse "suci"& my rabbit is dead too due to old age, Thanks God i didn't become Emo girl and move forward haha

lets' think them in a good memories but Yep, i stop thinking having pets againbut now when i met Lan-chan, she have dogs and really good and cute dogs, gradually, my heart open again and when i have time ,i will play with that cat even he doesn't even want to be held haha, i think someday, i probably have one again, for now, i try to wait him, every morning, i called him "chubby" and give him the food that he's been looking for, i will love him as the owner always did (who really kind to me-considered me as her grandchild). Let's meet every morning
"Chubby" and smile from the bottom of our heart ^^.

photo by Lan

around my house

other sketches, hem i'll try to sketch some landscape but my friend have it, when i met them again someday, i'll try to borrow and scan it na ^^

For daily life, i met some new friends, they are all talented but still humble, so when they asked me about related stuff, i feel teribly embararassed,
Will i answer correctly with this limited knowledge?

so if i talk very fast or smile stupidly forgive me that i'm teribly nervous but hey.. i try to gather up my confidence na and learn from you too^^
Sometime i hide my works and stuff not because that i hate critics , that's because i'm teribly embarassed, when i think "Voila i made progress!" but when i look it closely..., i don't do much, *digHerOwnCemetary* but voila, i really try to show it and do my best

Last but not least, to my sister and best friend who accepts me the way i am, thanks so much, if i do speak wrong , do kindly correct me

Old sketches