Do you have dream at night when you were sleeping?Most people would probably fall into dream, an the half probably not having dream at all, depends on the situation , i think.  so am i, sometime i dream, sometime i don't dream at all. Some people said that dream represent our feeling or future sign but what i believe, good dream comes from God and the bad one, it is probably a sign if we keep dream the same thing or else our biggest fear and thought.

just like yesterday i have a very unpleasant dream, the thing that i don't like so much. Probably it is a sign that something hidden in my heart? or some worriness,? probablym i'm the type of people who afraid that if i choose some way of life, i might not happy living through that. Hapiness is essenstial ley to my life.

Why i talk about this? people what i've seen, more people don't learn from their dream, rather facing the truth, they just view it as daily thing, when the truth, your inner side trying to speak with you and related to my dream, i learn people misjudged when we try to speak our biggest fear which represent in dreams. So learn a lot about your dremas in might be lead you to the new world

i feel happy i can speak anytjing in my mind here :)

i try to write news anout photgraphy section on image categories but it doesn't show up @_@

so to the [people who read this..yes our photography section is open now on image categories 

bear in your mind that this is pure fun, i just bought simple digital camera around 2-3 months ago, so the works are not professional stuff, some of them even taken by cell phone, but in the end the light all natural, i'll try to learn more, yes photography is fun and someday, i will buy proper camera and lenses ^^

this one deited on the background since i wear no hijab at this photo therefore i try to cover it as much as i can do haha

 strahan aulia

So here i am, doing my freelance job. To support mt my life and study, i have to make money with the thing that i love and i aspire , which means PAINTING,i don't rely financialy to my sisters ( my parents all alaready passed away) but then the thing doesnt always come out very well.I know that's life. C'est la vie.

Why that i'm start to open about this?

because i'm teribly tired and sad when people don't appreciate other hardworks in this case NOT PAY for what i already did, this is the same worst as art thief except this one is really needed to support my daily life.

I keep silence because, i really hate to open other sin but then it went to much, that i take drastic move, i am not any mood to post my works or even to pursue my way to life making money with art. let's back to my root in scientific subject, teaching or even languange, i'm done. I want to paint my own project now and the place where i can find place to express my heart and works.

I try my best to trust people working profesionally, when i'm done with homeworks stuff and doing other business, i do my best with the works , not to making down any client expectation, i send before the deadline, some of them appreciate it (means PAY), this is the clients that i trust, and i do not talking about them, i respect them ! let say if the project hard and i making misatkes and they sometime challenge me to be better, i can take it, even with the hard critism and get back from  the start I take it, i never complaint or whining like spoiled girl NEVER even the subject i don't really like AT ALL

But what i'm talking about here some clients stupidly asking to paint something and didn't pay anything after i've done with no mistakes and just say.."Hey i don't have money, so i don't want to pay you"  really.. in the name of God, i really pray bad luck for them unintentionaly but i can't lie what i have inside, i'll be lying if i don't discouraged . this is not the first.  If you think i'm fool, well then there's contract, i keep my words , follow the contract,then why people easily crash them?haven't they have fear of God? i guess they don't

Did they not know painting /concept designing is not easy thing? you think making concept, landscape or even character is a piece of cake for five minutes with that render and background? for God sake, it needs skill, good study and hours to spent on, to anyone in this fiels, they would understand what i'm talking about

Bottom line, even though i'm sad and not wanting anymore working profesionally in art field , i keep doing paint what i love, i might be refresh from the start, where the people doesn't know me is much better , i know God giving me this hardship to make me a better person but that's doen't mean these kind of people to be tolerated and stop viewing freelance worker like useless when the reality, they are more faster and follow the contract like other

to the people who tricked me in the past and yesterday, i'm disapoint of you, your actions will be accountable on your own

mad and sad mode Strahan Aulia, Thanks to Lan, Fitri always listen my talks

peace

I Made it when i got rest from my job.....^^ i'm so happy to drow this :)

# ~Kiriya~ my Oc

 # ~Roxanne~ my oc :)

 # ~Kiriya~ my Oc :)

#~Zen and Qiu~ my Oc :)

#Jinse
This is my friend's Oc (her website --> Kazehime.com)
I drow this for her birthday :> and i like drow this character...so fun...

For character, i got a little influence from one of my fav illustrator, Yoshida sensei...daisuki :)

#Thor

Thor the character from ~Jyu Oh Sei~ anime....

 #Dante in DMC3 >v< I love him soooo much!!!! XD

#Leon
After i watched "Resident evil - Degeneration" i become want to draw him ^^