This is my old pictures^^ in 2005-2006 year

*TENIPURI

^^ I love tenipuri, for the first time i drawn a lots of characters like this (Konomi sensei e arigatou gozaimashita^^)
it's really fun drawing the characters^^

*HYDE?? masaka...

This pict is baaad+_+; warui desu!! It doesn't like Hyde sensei ne:D
But I love Laruku & Hyde sensei^^ And "NIJI" is my first Laruku's song that i heard
I made this pict looong time agoooo^^ on that time i luuuuv hyde sensei and Laruku's songs(until now^^)

*Original

My oooold picture before i have computer,
but sometime i miss to do color by traditional tools like this^^
tokidoki Natsukashiku natte shimaimashita naa...

 *RUKAWA in slam dunk

So sorry for long not updating anything, it is just i'm busy and i don't really know what to say hahaha
Hem let's see i do some comision works now, i recently move my works on cghub.com and some japanese art sites, usually i'm on Deviantart but it really open too long to open the community ^^, glad that my account on Lj and Da used by my friends, so if anything comes up they told me

sketch above is very rough and i'm too hurry on that, not my style, but it's the style that comissioner wanted for now

I'm super excited on some project now, usually i do some portrait comissions, potrait was really hard to do but sometime i really miss working with free concept, slowly but sure, when i got some concept art project, i will scream happily, no matter how hard it is , i will do it until the last drop haha, i know there's so many thing i have to keep on learn but i will gradually learn step by step.

Study life, recently i learn about fruits and vegetables and about knowledge transfer, it is very open mind, how God create something that we though useless , when we look further, we will find something amazing about that. so step by step i will share what i know, what i read and my teacher at school taught me, really, the more i learn, the more i know nothing

You Are Teal Green

You are a one of a kind, original person. There's no one even close to being like you. Expressive and creative, you have a knack for making the impossible possible. While you are a bit offbeat, you don't scare people away with your quirks. Your warm personality nicely counteracts and strange habits you may have.

 How many people who thinks that their less or better than anyone?

I think in some point, unconsciously we said

“Man...She/he’s better than me”-meaning I’m less than him

Or even said

“haha that man is suck, he can even draw a circle!” –meaning ‘I’m better than him

When I said this is not only applied in art worlds, is in every aspect of life. We tend to compare ourselves with others, concentrate on what we don’t have.

I do often compare my self with other in the past, just like teenager who tries to find herself in the world, surrounded by genius and beautiful people; it is very easy to say to my self I’m less good than anyone that I’m hard to find my own self which is result having a very low confidence and other child memories that might bring me and other people who have same situation with mine, furthermore, in the common society, to be Good in general –stick to the mainstream is very well accepted, comparing other people who is better than whom is just like daily routines and said “whoa I’ll ne better if I look like her/him”.

When I think about it, it is pretty much useless, I really laugh about it. I was forget that Dear Lord create human different from each other. So why that I bother with the thing that I don’t have?

Can we accept that everyone is having different qualities, strength and weakness, their own uniqueness?

The thought that I’m less than anyone because I don’t have this, I don’t have that, is the worst way to kill our unique self, you close your chance to be different…and to have opinion that “I’m better than her/him” is also the way to stop your self to bloom, close your own room for your improvement .

Research said people who always think that he/she is better than any people have less tolerance, less empathy, no respect with other  that bring you hardship, less happiness in your life, would I or even you try to living like that? That’s quite sad.

For art stuff, have you seen same concept artworks or even portrait, even one person do concept about “dream” it will be different from other people concept about “dream”, other thing , look closely portrait works, two people paint the same person, it will give different result and mood. That’s’ unique quality, don’t think about who is better but think about how we improve.

From now on, just be my/yourself and accept everyone is different and see how beautiful things turn out, probably is hard to do, but with the faith, we’ll move on.

Aulia