Hem so i guess I’m silence to much about couple of weeks, yep I’m still finding what really suits me well both in life and art stuff, but I swear I’m terribly lazy ass to draw now, i don't know why, I want to change direction in life, I want to travel but for a while i travel in my painting then, I’m really eager to learn concept art this and mechanical stuff now, but job comes along and I have to accept to continue this life and my cats life too. Do I regret to choose this way of life? I guess for now, I’m thankful for what I got, If I have bigger chance in life to do better things, I’m adaptable and fine with that as long as I don’t abandon my passion, let’s keep on rockin’.

In this Ramadan, I founds so many new thing, first of all before Ramadan, I celebrate my birthday, thanks God that I’ve come so far and still looks young hahaha *narcissi mode*, but really everyday I say Alhamdulillah, every problem, joy and other thing, I still can laugh and living happily despite all the things, let’s always move on to the good thing.  What else interesting?, oh voila, I’m no make up person but my other business makes me to understand this beauty stuff, at first I got stress but let’s becoming Pro, no time to whine, so I learn and  hopefully step by step I can manage it.

After the entire thing, I firmly believe real beauty is not visible in the eyes but you must see it inside. Make up is just covering your appearance, that doesn’t polish your soul, you can wear good clothes but that doesn’t mean you are better than a beggar with the torn clothes, that’s what I have in my mind. After all the things in this world are temporary, why we must so much crave for it? And sell our soul for the mark of the name “beauty” labeled by certain person, when eveyone can have their own beauty.

Let’s move on, in this Ramadan I contemplate a lot and  that i have so many blessing in life, I thankful afor all the blessing that i have. I talk the word “rizq”/blessing is not only refers to money, not at all, I talk about other thing, would you consider “friend” is a blessing too? I think so, good friend leads you to the thing that you may not know and  may bring goodness in your life, so whoever become my new friends recently, really nice to meet you, hope we can be good friend or even best friend, looking forward to it ^^, hope i can be a blessing to you as you may be a blessing in my life, and dear Allah hear this plea, to You only ;i depend my life and my friend's life, protect them always, Amin

 sincerely Strahan Aulia